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sup sup. well i kinda disappeared for awhile coz i've been really damn busy. like really- basketball carnival, physics test and assignment, karate practice, booth duty, etc.
ok so... first thing, the basketball carnival thing has been 'postponed' to don't know when. i mean like, either next semester or next next semester a.k.a. next year. tell you why. omg. we're like so broke. and no one wanna join the 3 on 3 match thing. i mean like the fee is kinda high unless you're really into basketball then you will join. otherwise, dream on. and i really mean it. i mean like they think have so much hope. i mean like, i've never been in a committee or wateva thing like this but come on... you know when the thing is gonna happen and when it's gonna go 'bye bye'. right? i mean like, a day, how many people actually came to our booth man. and they're actually aiming for what? 200 teams? my ass! you can't even reach 50 teams. trust me. *sigh* ah well. so yeah. it has been 'postponed'. i'll juz wait and see then. i dunno why i'm still in the committee though. still can't find the reason. so anyways, on wednesday night, the whole basketball carnival committee gathered outside the main hall. there was this guy called Guo Lin (i think), he suggested that we will start this thing all over again and if we start AGAIN from now, we will make it happen!! so semangat. now, maybe possible. more hope. well, the guy was funny. haha. really. after each point, he'd be like, 'ok? bagus? setuju?'. haha. what the hell right? but at least i wasn't bored. and the funny thing was i stood beside this guy, Bernard's friend, and talked a lot with during the whole meeting and he was like so funny. coz at first i thought he's a quiet person. suddenly when Guo Lin made this joke, he was like laughing like hell till his face went red. i was like, okay... now, that's new. haha. oh yea. towards the end of the meeting, there was a short break coz the committee was discussing sumthin, so i juz asked the guy,
'after this where are you going? back?'
'dunno. why? you wanna ask me out is it?'
i was like, what the hell? but then i juz go with the flow la, 'eh how do you know?'
'you asked me what...'
actually i didn't really get that. so i juz laughed and didn't say anything. that guy is seriously nuts. anyways, then suddenly this phrase came out from Guo Lin, 'ONE LINE HEART'. haha. it's actually a chinese word. they translate it directly to english. haha. it sounds silly but good. haha. so... tonight we're gonna celebrate Felicia's birthday!! shite. i can't eat too much. must control... i mean like i will be having this karate tournament thing on saturday or sunday, i don't even know.

PHYSICS. omg. i LOVE physics honestly. but omg why am i so freakin blur/slow/dumb/any-similar-words? i know. i need to do extra work. the thing is there's so little time. like really. i wish we have 50 hours a day. okay. maybe that's too much. but.... i juz need more time so that i can do more questions. damn! okay... so i juz had the test today. finished around 4.45pm. well, it was... like shite! really. i thought i could do it. but omg. the first question which was Torque, was okay. but still i didn't really know how to do the second and third part. i'm so gonna fail. second question was... EVEN WORSE! what KINETIC ENERGY THEOREM? what the hell? i juz put in all the formulas in the world that i know man. so nuts! okay. third question was better. only for the 1st part. *sigh* it was some POTENTIAL ENERGY question. it was okay. i know how to do the question so it was okay. but the second part. omg. haha. KILL ME. haha. really. so freakin hard. like prove this V escape thing? what? wateva man. Madam Habibah told us that there's no question on proving a formula but what is this? i'm so freakin dead. i thought i could pass but i guess i'll fail AGAIN. i don't wanna fail!!! all i can say is... WORK HORDER DUDE!!!

this week starting tuesday, i've been practising kumitte with Muffin. well, it was interesting. first practice, Beh taught us the basic stuffs like bouncing, punch and 'acah'. haha. it was fun. and well, we practiced till wednesday only coz i was so busy with physics assignment and preparation for test. so i thought, 'wateva happens on that day, let it, i have to study my physics'. i mean like, i don't wanna fail AGAIN right? but i guess i'll fail again this time. due to this practice, my foot hurts, my ankle hurts too and i got blisters at the bottom of my foot. sucks. so uh... wish me luck. i think i'll die on that tournament day and i don't care if i don't win anything. i really mean it.

so erm... next friday i have physics lab test. damn! *sigh* okay... don't complain. all i have to do is juz study right? i mean it's not so hard to study. i think it's way way easier than working. so i shall be thankful to GOD and my parents for everything and STUDY nissa!! that's all i guess. ciao.

p.s. i miss my parents so much these days... i dunno why. i will do my best in my studies.