I am an indolent person

Sup sup peeps. Seriously I feel so lazy these few days. Don't know why. Probably coz I'm fasting so all I do is eat and sleep which will soon result to the existence of underlying FAT and I occasionally go out to buy necessary stuff like food for breaking fast. So yeah. And actually I wanted to update my blog right after exams, I mean like, of course you feel so happy that it's over but not for me. Omg. Ok dy. I know. I should forget about it. But it's soooooooo hard. So damn hard. I know. I can't do anything to rewind the time so that I can redo the paper or anything but urgh!!! It's so depressing just thinking about whether I pass or fail the paper and how much my CGPA will be. I totally can't fail. It's only the 1st term and if I fail it's gonna be so damn freakin embarassing. I mean like my sis and bro did not freakin fail during their foundation year. Thus, I can't freakin fail coz I just can't imagine how everyone around me is gonna be. My parents, siblings, friends and most importantly myself. Okay. This sucks. Forget it. I have no power to turn back time so I guess I'll just hope (HOPE?) that I'll pass? Fine. Wateva. Wont think about it.

Yeah. It's true. I'm an indolent person. Right now. My everyday routine is pathetic. I wake up at 4.30am for sahur, then do my prayer, then I either watch tv, sleep, surf the net, or do house work. That's all I do every freakin day. I'm suppose to exercise but I haven't started. Also, I'm suppose to do some physics shite so that in case I fail the paper, I'll be ready to do the supplementary paper. Unfortunately, the first question I tried to do has decreased my determination to do physics exercises till now. That was on friday. Omg. Motivate me!!!!!! Dy, help!!!!! Actually I can do it(motivation) on my own but sometimes it doesn't work. *sigh* Okay. Now, I shall stop complaining and start studying. Right? Wateva.

On saturday I visited my kampung which is at Kluang, Johor. I missed it so much!! It felt so nice to see my grandma and Merah (my cat. not exactly mine. but yeah. my grandma's)!! I missed the place so much!! I missed the 'kampung-ish' atmosphere: the cold water that you can't get here, the toilet where you there's no shower but 'tempayan' with a hose, the windy daytime and silent, cold night and my cousins!! So nice! Oh yea. I helped my grandma to mix the ingredients for 'corn cake' and 'bread cake'. haha. Translation-kuih bakar jagung and kuih bakar roti. So tyring but fun! In fact, my bro helped too. haha. I actually helped her to shape the curry puffs. You know, at the side of the curry puffs? Wohoo!! Mine wasn't bad. But still, not as perfect as hers. She made red bean bao too. Yummy man! I want her red bean bao... Love them! *drooling* I respect my grandma so much coz she's still so strong. I don't think I'll be THAT strong when I reach that age. I think she's around 70 plus almost 80? Previous generation people is much stronger than the present ones. Don't you think so? They're so healthy. That's all I guess.

To mimi, Long Live Kluang!! hahaha.
To suzann, have I told you I'm goin aussie for raya?